Neko

Ahhhh. Nothing like a hot cup of Sleepytime tea to soothe the jangled nerves. I have been extraordinarily stressed out these past few days without any real good reason why. I know a lot of it is just unnecessary pressure I have been putting on myself. Because, really things are great. Better than they have been in a long time.

I am up for a promotion at work. Shift Lead. It will be the first time that I have ever been in a management position. A criminal background check is required and has already been submitted but has not come back yet. This is a huge source of my stress right now. If it comes back with anything on it, I will not only be denied the promotion but could also lose my job completely.

It wouldn't be the end of the world but I really am trying to do right, get my shit together and my "ducks in a row". And I have been doing so well with all of it that I just think a setback like that would be really devastating.

I have made some incredibly stupid mistakes in my past but I really, REALLY want to put all that behind me and leave it there! I am ready to move forward!

I know I shouldn't be attached to any particular outcome. I have faith in myself and in the universe to provide for me. I am ready.

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