My, how things have changed! I got into a huge blowout with my mom and moved to Alabama. I was staying with a friend, had a falling out with her and now have my own place. Chris and I weren't getting along very well for a while either and we are now seperated. He is back in Utah right now but there is still a possibility that we will work things ot. Really, we just both needed some space so this is more of a break than a break-up. I think it will do us both a lot of good. I still love him and miss him terribly. I just hope he accomplishes what he set out to and realizes his priorities.

I am back at my parent's house "visiting" right now. Really it's not much of a vacation due the circumstances of why I'm here. My nephew was born on July 16 but only lived for 12 days. We had the service for him on Saturday. I never got to meet him. Everyone has been saying things like "he's in a better place now", etc. and, I know they are right but my family has been through so much stress and pain because of this situation.

My sister is still doing drugs, she never quit (even during the pregnancy) and I just can't help but believe that that is the reason, at least in part, that Caleb had so many problems.

My mom found a box of used needles and a blackened spoon under her bed. She is on probation and has random drug testing. Obviously she hasn't quit and it is only a matter of time till she fails a drug test. She also stole $1800 from my mom's business account this past month, and that was AFTER my parents paid $700 in fines to keep her out of jail.

My parents' had the police come this morning to escort her and Eric out of the house. My mom is prosecuting for the money. This may be the one mess she isn't able to get herself out of. I have a feeling she will be going to prison.

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